Startled Mirror

Once I was a child I looked upon the world as an eyeflash of hope – shatters of stars thrown … More

Let Me Show You …

Let me show you, she said. She sat on the bed and opened a shoe box and removed a handful … More

Marguerite Duras says “in heterosexual love there’s no solution. Man and woman are irreconcilable, and it’s the doomed attempt to … More

I tell Caitlin that I “have to channel for a minute,” and begin to write, with a gathering of strange … More

I evidently left it in a break room at work. Maybe people read it, maybe not? There’s something to say … More

Startled Mirror from Paul A Maher Jr & Caitlin Stuart on Vimeo.

In August 2017, I began a new notebook, handwriting in concentrated spates of a few hours at a time, all … More

I have started reading D.H. Lawrence, starting with Lady Chatterly’s Lover before turning back to the beginning with The Trespasser, … More

1. I will not allow you (society) to enter the sacred church of my mind. You will not penetrate me in ways that are preventable by me.